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[Nov. 29th, 2009|10:48 pm] |
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Dear God,
it matters.
and i don't wna to lose it again.
Help me to press in.
with love,
esther |
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[Nov. 27th, 2009|10:51 pm] |
I realised that some words hold certain significant meaning and when it's commonly used, it no longer has that kind of importance anymore.
Who missed the sillyness,laughter and everything else? i'm BACK :D
As of todayIi mean ytd), i officially end my attachment :D It's quite a mix feeling actually. I'm so gonna miss the time spent there with the people. The laughter, noise and everything else.
I'm definitely gonna miss the milo time in the morning, the laughter of my boss, the nonsense by the rest and OF COS, lunch time with the other buddies. HAHA. it sure has been a great time there.esp the company i get. AND they are always feeding me with food! cfrm put on weight luhh ):
i polarid some of the pictures taken and printed it out for the different ones.
anyway, school's starting on monday (: kinda miss schooling life though. HAHA. the friends, the fried beehoon with youtiao and curry veg! and ugh, the MA2. tsk. not again. rahhhh-ness! not forgetting my cheappp pancakes in BP. LOl.
i wanna go running!i NEED to.HAHA go esther go. I miss running under the night sky. TWG + jogging. awesome-ness :D
i'm so excited about the different things that has been happening.
i'm ready to be enlarged!
After so many years since secondary school to see a campus grp.TP campus! woohoo.i'm ready for it mann.
God is one who does what He promises. Nvr too late, nvr too early. Always on time :)
i love you luh!
good night people.
AND i need to pack my room! its duperly messy. to the max.oh my, burrrr! |
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| Thursday |
[Nov. 22nd, 2009|11:22 pm] |
| [ | i'm feeling |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | listening to |
| | dream for the lord | ] |
my attachment's coming to an end :D but i'm gonna miss the people there. definitely not the work but more of the times i spent with my colleagues.
awesome bunch of people. loving and fun. esp those 2 beside me. HAHA, one super motherly. another like big sister.
i'll miss 33rd floor too. crazy taboo time and 'hello, this is esther speaking' times. LOL.
AND i feel so bad today cos i didn't know she took for real when i say we can eat dinner today and i got her waiting for me for MACs. sorry uh :/
i thought she was kidding me luhhh. it was the 'ello', 'please' and 'sorry' with a tinge of sillyness.
anywayyyyy, i feel like doing smth to my hair before school starts.
let's say, perm my hair or uhmm,cut it real short? HAHAH.
random.
He spoke to me and walk me back to the past. there's alot more tht i wna to post BUT
i'm gonna end this super sudden. LIKE now! (cos i wanna slp)
bye, i'm gonna slp. gonna head to work tml!
Nights
XOXO :D |
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[Nov. 12th, 2009|09:50 pm] |
| [ | i'm feeling |
| | sleepy | ] |
| [ | listening to |
| | rainbow | ] |
for 6 days. i have been sitting at starbucks. drinking coffee, people watching and yeah, that's my work. part of it. HAHA. as a matter of fact, i didn't really have a choice. because of the whole event thingy, we have to be down to make sure none of our people cause problems and that all is going smoothly. basically, we're there just in case some of them screw up and we can be there for the client to find us :/ The first few days were crazily hectic. we started work at 630 and we finish at 10 -11 plus PM. There were times we played hang man, tic tac toe and the client sat there and join us.but the event itself was fun tsk, it's like a whole day thing. but well, i'm given 2 off days (: today and tml! YAY-NESS
mac breakfast anyone? LOl.
anyway, attachment ending sooooon. in 2 weeks time and i can head back to school! i seriously miss the kind of schooling life.
late night rushing of projects and assignments with loads of take 5s in between, can't wake up in time for lectures sydrome and nonsense, the too tired and then start sleep talking sillyness plus the falling asleep. tsk so the the thought of graduating. rahhhhhhhhhhh, i dont like.
nvm, tht's not the point.
i feel.
it's in the time spent that i found the strength to go on. how many times spent on knees but all worth while. unfolding little by little, taking baby steps and focusing. hard work and perseverance.
aftersucha long time, i was back at a playground down the road. i sat on the swing, felt the breeze in my face and heard the sound of passing aeroplanes every now and then. The sky painted a beautiful backdrop together with the houses in the foreground. the clouds, they look so fluffy and nice like the cotton candy i love to eat when i was a little girl, oh well even for now :)
it was really a moment i enjoyed. beats sitting at starbucks! hahas.
my phone bill gonna chibaboom luhh. i shld just claim from my co.
Tht's when my technic of missed calls comes in useful. clever right. i mean, if you get the whole miss call thingy. most got it luhh so shldn't be a problem.
okay, my brain's died-ed on me.
hotcakes.hotcakes.hot cakes!
domo.domo.domo |
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| A rainbow painter |
[Nov. 1st, 2009|11:22 pm] |
| [ | i'm feeling |
| |  hopeful | ] |
| [ | listening to |
| | turn to jesus | ] |
He uses our weaknesses so that through them, His strength is made perfect.
Hope, not in man and duties and the doings. But in the promises He has given.
I want to be a rainbow painter.
 let me. 
Assurance.love and joy.
defining moment.
like gold being purified in the fire over and over and over again.
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[Oct. 23rd, 2009|11:35 pm] |
i was so _______(Idk what's the word to describe) that i teared. She screamed at me over the phone BECAUSE she didn't know how to go to her trg location. Threw all sort of nonsense at me and i didn't know where to start.
it really bothered me at work until someone told me this, ' go to the mirror and look at the person in it and SMILE' haha, the thought of it really made me smile silly-ly.
i read somewhere that says, don't cry because it's over but smile because it happened.
as usual, i like to collect photos. pretty photos if you know what i mean. not many knows the kind of photos i like collecting. well, if you do and you know where i find those pretty ones. keep a look out for me and tell me.
I love this drawing.
someone replied in my previous entry about drawing rainbows. thanks to whoever it was cos i have no idea who it was by but anyway, it made me understand a bit more on what it really takes to draw one.
and my final sem timetable is out! quite shiok uh, but got long hours break. i don't like.
i'm looking forward to Macs tml :D finally i get to hotcakes with loads of maple syrup. my love! YAY-ness.
Mr black has been quite a good companion so far. Accompanying me on the morning train rides and the after work journey home.
thanks for the opportunity. i took it up and i'm blessed. i hope the rest are too.
i feel like eating honeystars, yanyan, pringles, pizzas, cheesecakes and aiya, what else? alot luhh.
pictures for the week.some of my fav:
YAY, i agree! cupcakes. try esther's rainbow cupcakes :P superly nice.
lastly, some random photos :D
 HAHA.
good night ppl!
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[Oct. 20th, 2009|07:33 pm] |
| [ | i'm feeling |
| |  grateful | ] |
| [ | listening to |
| | forever | ] |
as i walked to my bag, i saw my name written with my fav colour on a card. i picked it up to read and on it were these printed words.
' You gave me courage to believe
that all your goodness i will see
and if it had not been for you
standing on my side where would i be
If not for your goodness
If not for your grace
I don't know where i would be today
if not for your kindness i never could say
I'm still standing
If not for your mercy
If not for your love i most likely would have given up
If not for your favour i never could say
I'm still standing up by the grace of God
To you i life my offering
and set my heart on higher things
for if it had not been for you
standing on my side where would i be
I'm still standing
i'm still standing
I'm still standing
but by the grace of God'
i decided to hand type it instead of copy paste from website because i find it meaningful to do it this way.
Just wanna say thanks for the card. It made me smile and tear at the same time.
and when you said :
'I look forward to hear your victorious cry and trust me, i will not just hear, i will cry with you. cause i want to celebrate that victorious day with you. jiayou :) '
I will, we will. thanks.
I refuse to believe that that my victory is short-lived. It's gonna last.
cause
' This is my prayer in the battle
where triumph is still on its way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with christ
so firm on His promise I'll stand'
I want to be someone who draws rainbows in the hearts of those around me.
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[Oct. 14th, 2009|07:41 pm] |
| [ | i'm feeling |
| |  high-ness | ] |
| [ | listening to |
| | break down these walls | ] |
surprise!
i hardly feel like coming online. yeah, not even to 'spot the difference'. haha, if you get what i mean.
i was telling the few of them ytd while having ice cream therapy at just acia. WHAT'S PHONE W/O BUTTONS?? rahhhh. not nice at all. i dont like.
i want to change my phone sooooon! smth new and prettyyyy of cos. and josh'd be more than happy right. cos he can get to use my earpiece.
ever since i started attachment, i hardly come home before 10. oh well, not mainly because of work luhh.but loads of stuff in the line waiting for me to do. work has been pretty fun, xcept for certain moments i really wished i culd run away. HAHA. enjoy lunch time esp! no more mr ang pei xiang alone. now he's the only guy with the rest of us. lol. AND WORK IS FUN WHEN U email as though we are like msn-ing. u shld see how they all flood my mail box. it's exactly like msn just tht we use our email as the base of it. u shld see for yrself mann. so funny!
i will receive emails like, 'hey, wanna make milo?' thn i'll reply. 'alrighty, u walk over now to my side then i go pantry' HAHA. silly.
i've been running both sides. on my level and level 33. wooooo. i interviewed one candidate today and tml i'm gonna see a whole group! YAY-NESS. i totally love it. you know what's mass sms? let me tell you, mass sms is not just like sending to 20,30 or 50 ppl. I SEND OUT 700 + sms to almost everyone on my database in a few hours. awesomeness. so fun yet tiring.aiya, i just merely copied and paste and mass send. and now i understand how tired it is to type out 21 msges and send them one by one.
you know how it feels like to think of smth then you start smiling silly-ly to yourself? HAHA. it happened to me many times this week. for example today right, i sat at my desk. then i was thinking of pretty dresses. then i started smiling to myself. tht's one of the random thoughts luhhhh.
it's thursday tml ppl.
dentist says this sat i can take out my upper braces. not sure if i'm ready for tht! :/ hahahha
AND i've yet to watch leap years again. i've been saying it since ages ago. rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. chibaboom!
love you guys. take care aite! |
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[Oct. 8th, 2009|09:18 pm] |
blessed birthday.
God answered all my little silly-est prayers :P
it was surprises after another. mommy says mine is more of a celebration of birthweek than birthday. HAHA.
i wanna say thanks to my beloveds who surprised me after evening on sunday.Shareen, for waiting for my meeting to end patiently to bringing me to paya lebar and then seeing the rest there, angelia for the self baked brownie cake, joanna for giving her first try in using a lighter to light my candle which still failed ( but it's ok) and she burnt her finger and eudora, for taking the time out after marking your students' paper and also the time on tues during dinner. the bunch of them made me laugh and cry and everything else. the most memorable thing was, they presented me the song 'still standing' before we ended and went home. that, is smth i will rmbr.
Then on monday,during my whole office surprised me with a celebration at the pantry with a big roundround strawberry cheesecake :D they knew it was my fav! haha. they tricked me into believing tht there's a meeting then i was in a shock. cos suddenly call for meeting and i thought i did smth wrong :/ funny part was boss sang happy birthday in switz and all of us just looked at him. and made me blow the candle twice! LOl. thanks service dept. for the treat at 'blue ginger' for lunch. superb paranakan food ehh. really really awesome!
thanks,chinese zone and cell grp. for the celebration and the card.
Not forgetting MONSTER! RAHHHH! for singing happy birthday over the phone accompanied by the guitar and ending off with one of my fav song. though the end off was super impromtu, still appreciated (: and thanks, for the little stickers and Mr. black on loan which i paste the sticker on it too :D hees.
and yea, my red pencil box and red pencil and little note with red wordings.
my dearest e6 clique for the dinner spent tgt and nonsense and randomness. esp the portrait that was drawn for me. and the unexpected ones who came too. love you guys :P
Lastly, thanks everyone for the wishes. many of them were unexpected. but it brought a smile to my face, to know that after so long you guys rmbr. esp big guy. i really miss those days of prata-ing with you and ice cream at the back of my hse while we walked home and then you and jw will cab home. hahaha. loves :) take care of yrself k!
i had a really awesome 19th this year. big thanks to all who made it so woohoo.
lalalalala. |
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